Oh Merrill

I got us tickets to celebrate our 3 year anniversary and your birthday.

During dinner, it felt like you had zero interest in either.

It would have been nice to discuss our relationship and where we are going.

Nope.

Nothing.

You offered nothing.

Yet, all I can think of is that its my fault.

That is just how you are.

 

 

And You Said No

As we were 17 days from our 3rd year anniversary, I drank 2 pitchers of Sangria at the Voltaire Beach House and worked up the nerve to ask you if you wanted to start the discussion, just START the possibility of domesticating, of moving in together.

Seeing how you have been pretty much living at my house anyway.

The actual act would not happen for over another year.

And you said no.

And I sat on that.

I slept with that for another 3 months.

I let that marinate.

Any here we are, and you want me to explain.

The Post

A rare time I could get D3 to the movies with me.

Bring It On 2018

Looking forward to 2018 with gusto! I am going to make to doctor appts, go to league practice, take a new class. Try and start again. Life just seems to be all about starting all over again.

We did start off NYE right with champagne at Dicks. As per usual.