Where All That Was Is Gone

 

 

Crazy was the feeling
Restless were my eyes
Insane they took the paddles
My arms they paralysed

I Gave You the Warning, but You Never Heeded

Fuuuuu... I remember the first time I heard this song, oddly enough I had never seen High Fidelity, I think I had tried but the Cusack character was such a whiny bitch I turned it off.  Later, I did, I was made to.  And I was FUCKING FLOORED by the 13th Floor Elevators song that played in it. 

It was like "WHERE THE HELL DID THIS COME FROM?"

 Amazing!  RIP Roky.

The 2nd life changing moment..

And for that, every cut was worth it.

Whats a Girl To Do?

I'll take the empty rotten pain of a broken heart and gut wrenching of the loss of love over the empty stoicism. At least this feels.... Something that had been one sided for so long.  I loved, you looked at me blankly unable to reciprocate.
It became normal, until I just had enough and broke. It wasn't until I had had enough of you bringing nothing to the table and I backed out, thats when the wind blew you, hell, it fucking picked you up and dropped you on your head, it broke you. Your technicolor emotion was in full force, and perhaps it was tough for me because I already called it. I was done, but I gave it another shot, and perhaps it was too much too late? 

Look at How the Weather's Changing

Tramps Like Us

Hey Dude

So cute!

Vida

I just finished the 2nd season, thought it was even better than the 1st, which f'ing RAD.

Totally Bingeworthy

Kids These Days

The kids these days make me so happy. They are thoughtful and sweet yet smart and have a world view, I joke in the "get off my yard" way, but honestly, they are just amazing and they world is going to become better with them as leaders. My generation was no where near them in maturity.  They still to the proms and the after parties, and then they call Ubers.  They look out for each other and my heart melts. Amazing! <3 br="">

Makin' It Look Mean

There's not much to do with my EV to make it look any tougher, but I started with tint.

Next up, black wheels.

All The Little Things

Like 6 new EV chargers at my gym, like the Royal Scam on LOUD on Bose speakers, like roller skating, like loving your work, your boss and your co-workers, like missing him but knowing he's present, like the voice of God.

Grass Stations?

Liberty Station Drunks

Ya.. Perrier and 99 F'ing Bananas!

Where I Am Taking You

1. Cherry Wine - La Jolla
2. The Orient Thai Cafe - PB

YYZ

Always with the Canadians! :)

Little Bits... Stop It

Deer? Really?

 

At the office?

I Know What It Means To Be Alone

Tonight's elliptical session brought to me by Led Zeppelin Self Titled

It feels like I am finding my feet again, food has taste, I feel like living and enjoy doing the do.

The songs have singalongability and and even in the rain,  I find a smile.
Even when the tire is flat when I wake up, I am thankful for warranties.
Even when I have burned it down, the memories are good enough, because it was that good.
My back has always been big enough to carry the weight, it will always be owned.
Always knowing what I want and do not, I'll take the responsibility...
Throw it on there.

This can and will be done.

I Can't Find a Soul Who'll Take on this Mess

Another Perfect Sunday

Nobody Looks Away When the Sun Goes Down

Every traffic light is red when it tells the truth

Are You F'ing Kidding Me

Win All Around

With the rain that greyed out most the day, the sunny part was lovely today. The office life went well, I laughed from my gut with my cube mates and am just so thankful.

I've been taking guitar lessons for  awhile now, I found the perfect teacher and had a great session tonight. My finger feel like they have been sliced open by razor blades, but I am that much close to playing Steve Miller & Willie Nelson songs.  <3 br="">

Hold My Head on a Stick

And for the First Time

I'm Terrified of Waking Up Alone

My Friday Night

Always the Inverted

Best Derbs Team Name!

You Know the Hurt is Lasting

 

 

She's got her mothers pride but not her strength
And the length she'll go to win an argument
Is long enough but not strong enough for me
There's no reasoning to these things
You know the hurt is lasting

So I
Gave myself to the sure things
The simple and the bored things
In my
Wasted wealth
On the bored things
Those entertaining mornings when I can't see past the door
When my tie's hung above my trousers balled up on the floor
And she's rifling through her drawers
For a pretty little underthing that'll make me beg for more

You know she's got a busy day and I'd really love to stay
But I got shows to stop and pills to pop so I really must be going, babe

Well I'm wasted on fidelity as I edge upon insanity
It's just been a battering rhapsody for me
I'll take lacy covered solace in the hope that she might promise all the things that she had mentioned
You can't imagine the potential

So I
Gave myself to the sure things
The simple and the bored things
In my
Wasted wealth
On the bored things
Those entertaining mornings when I can't see past the door
When my tie's hung above my trousers balled up on the floor
And she's rifling through her drawers
For a pretty little underthing that'll make me beg for more

You know she's got a busy day and I'd really love to stay
But I got shows to stop and rows to rock so I really must be going, babe

On the bored things
The simple and the sure things
In my
Wasted wealth
On the bored things

I drowned myself
In the sure things
The simple and the bored things

The Psychic Said

I visited a psychic this weekend.  She knew the changes were going down and  bigger ones in store.  She pulled a the rebirth card and the patience card. 

Patience was never my strong suit, as the typical Aries jerk.

She said I'd be ok, she said to quit reading things that make me feel bad, and to let it go.

She said take the opportunities as they go, and don't let life go.

Ya, that all makes sense, its hard, but as the days grow longer, healing has begun on one front

and the wait for the other shortens.

I'll be ok, I'll be ok, I'll be ok.

Its easier to accept when I asked for it.